In an attempt to travel further down the path of self-discovery, I’ve decided to participate in Reverb 10, which is an annual event and online initiative to reflect on your year and manifest what’s next.
December 5: Let Go
What (or whom) did you let go of this year? Why?
Ohhh, this question. I’ve been flat out avoiding this question.
Maybe I let go of the simple life in hopes of something greater. Except, instead of “greater” I just got “complicated,” even “ugly.” I guess for awhile I let go of my dreams, I let go of myself, and I definitely let go of my self-control.
I let go of what I had, or what I thought I had, thinking I didn’t want it anymore. And then I let go of something I thought I could maybe want, because I didn’t know if I wanted that, either. And now I just plain don’t know what to hold on to, don’t know what to let go of, because I don’t know who I am.
(Could I BE any more vague here? Yuck.)
I guess… I let go of a lot. But at the same time, I haven’t let go of anything.