Well. I really don’t even know how to write this post, where to begin. I guess it’s been like this for me a lot recently, and not just writing – talking to people, telling them what I’m about to tell you, has been difficult. Not because it’s bad, or even necessarily difficult itself (quite the […]

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I constantly compare my life to the lives of others. They’re engaged; we’re not. She’s pregnant; I’m not. That blog has a couple hundred readers; mine doesn’t. It’s not pretty. It’s ugly and uncomfortable and painful and despite my efforts, I haven’t been able to just STOP the comparisons. The constant comparisons, which lead to […]

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I hurt you. Repeatedly, over and over again, I hurt you. I have hurt you, I continue to hurt you. And still, there you are. Trying to be there for me, really be there for me… and I won’t let you. Not really. And I don’t get it! Don’t get me wrong, I love it. […]

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I've been told I'm mature for my age, that despite looking like I'm 12, I act closer to 30. My coworkers say I'm organized and efficient, generally good at what I do. People have said I'm a good listener, have a good heart and a good head on my shoulders.

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